K

This one is bitter. I'm not bitter anymore, but I was at the time. No further comment.

K

there were holes in my thoughts about you
gaps i missed along the way
but they're there. and i'm ok.

that was a clever first impression
if i may, you played the card well
but hearts turned out to be spades.

when you left, you left me dizzy
i imagined it far more painful
then... you made it easier to be ok.

watched me stumble around clumsy
still with clever false impressions
until the real k came out to play.

would it be so hard to play the truth?
a clever first assumption made you right
made you think it was ok.

but we all know how assumptions go
you made an ass of yourself
and unleashed the ass in me that day.

so now it's easy to wash my hands of you
watch the dirt swirl down the drain
my hands are clean. and i'm ok.

i hope it's what you wanted
you should have been kind and left me pining.
i don't care now if you're ok.